I'm back with new status "jobless" for a moment surely. Hope, change into new status as soon as possible. For now, I'm just grateful by what I have now.

Tomorrow, I run toward ITB. And, guess what?  In that time, I knew that smartphone seems like have more attractive than human. Bagaimana tidak, menatap layar benda pipih itu lebih menggiurkan dibandingkan beradu pandangan dengan mata orang lain ketika berpapasan di jalan. What might be new attitude or another culture that i never know before. 

Kesal bukan main ketika, dari jarak 10 meter seolah olah bersiap ingin menyapa, namun ketika judah berjarak beberapa langkah justru melengos tidak berdosa dan bersembunyi dibalik layar smart phone kesangan mereka. Beuhhh... Tidak habis pikir, but it was trully happened.

Semakin ke sini, justru semakin menjadi-jadi. Ehmm (berdeham).... Agak memalukan sebetulnya, Bahkan tidak ada perbedaan baik tua ataupun muda, semua sama saja. 

Miris :( 

Benda itu, ah tidak lebih tepatnya benda setan itu yang selalu menggoda siapapun, menjengkelkan. Out side there, people become a person who doesn't care to another. Simpati dan nurani entah kemana perginya. Jelas-jelas ada yang terkapar di depan mata, bukannya ditolong malah sibuk memotret dan membuat status. Seolah yang terjadi bukanlah tragedi, melainkan komedi. 

Bermodalkan benda itu, tidak jarang, tindak tanduk dan perkataan seseorang digoreng sedemikian rupa seenak jidatnya, menjadi content (untuk dijual ke publik), apalagi kalau bukan demi cuan. Konten-konten serampangan yang tidak layak dinikmati, ironisnya bahkan media-media besar juga turut andil di dalamnya. BRAZEN!. Instead of, make people to more claver, but it could be something disguisting and make anyone became stupid. Publik digiring untuk percaya. Fakta dan kebohongan belaka jadi bias semua.

Plot twist dari ocehan di atas adalah "I'm being one of people who affected by the badness of smartphone and social media." I admit that. 

First time dont relize but now I know, there is something wrong in me. Bukan lagi perkara procrastine and so on.  It affect my mental, mentally debilitating. In one moment, it becomes a fun diversion from anything which is unpleasant (in my opinion) and burdensome. But, I am addicted with that stuff. 

When I dont touch my phone even for a little moment, it feels like burn my head and bring on the sensation of pain. Damn it! Bad news for me. There is a feeling of dissatisfaction when you dont touch it at all. And the worst part of all it, I become easily give up for something that I have planned for my wish list or something else which I want to catch up. Make feel lazy for more and more.

What does happen? Is it because my new status or my failure to find the right way to release stress? How to overcome this kind of sh*t. Anyone can tell me? I've no clue for this one.